Normally, I greet my Saturdays with a few extra hours of sleep, shopping at the Farmers Market, more shopping, lounging around with my super awesome puppy... followed by a nice dinner with the hubby.
Instead of sleeping in and goofing off all day, I decided to pick up an extra shift at my per diem job. I just wanted to keep moving, stay busy and try to take my mind off things. Seemed like a good idea... in theory... but when my alarm went off at 6am, I hated life.
I made it through my shift and (thank God) did not get sent to the Labor & Delivery or post-partum floor... but I felt like I was just in a fog all morning. After work, Kevin and I took our brothers to catch the last 1/2 of our friends' breast cancer charity softball tournament. "Save Second Base"... cute name, huh? Our team won... which is awesome... but even amidst the celebration, I still just felt... "blah".
I will get to sleep in tomorrow and, hopefully, find a way to snap myself out of this funk.